FANATIC is anything you want it to be. FANATIC covers indie, pop, and the underground. Here is playlist, reviews, essays, interviews, cool news, ect. all by Keeley. FANATIC was also an indie rock radio show on 91.5 WOOL FM in Bellows Falls, VT. AND a zine compiled of essays, list, and reviews from the blog all about independent, local, riot grrrl, and underground music. pls send in all music, submissions, ideas, etc. to kcormac15@gmail.com
Thursday, November 17, 2016
Sunday, October 9, 2016
Alex G at Paradise Rock Club
When I entered the Paradise Rock Club on Tuesday night I felt shocked by the emptiness of the venue. It was about 7:30 and it was less than a fourth filled. So naturally, I took my place directly in front of what I thought was Alex G’s mic, but unfortunately was not. I should have know that the mic with all the girls cluttered in front of it was going to his. It seemed like all the people that bothered to get there that early were only there for Alex G. The hardest core Built to Spill fans lined the stage, but the Alex G fans were right on their tails. Alex and his band filed down the stairs and serenely took the stage and wordlessly started playing. They played an almost 30 minute set of songs from Beach Music, DSU, Trick, and other releases. As a newer Alex G fan, I was surprised by how many of the songs I knew considering his expansive catalog. I was afraid I wasn’t going to recognize anything. Out of the 60+ songs on his Bandcamp, there was about 3 I really wanted to see live (“Kute”, “Mary”, “Bug”), and he played all of them. His vocals are much harsher live and the music is sped up. He screamed and he sang and he yelled. The bassist danced and the other guitarist harmonized. Alex G swayed heavily, and his face showed a solemness I am only going to interpret as focus. His backing band looks like his friend group decided to pick up instruments for a night to support their buddy. Alex G’s music is perpetually coming of age. My soul couldn’t help but swoon whenever he made eye contact with me through his blanket of black bangs. His soft vocals and strange guitar patterns shed of the barrier of lo-fi recordings and feel more omnipresent live. He wordlessly got through the set and only gave his thank you’s and mumbled something about hating Built to Spill before the last song. By the end of his set, the Paradise was pretty much full. My gaze was so transfixed on Alex G the whole time, I didn’t notice the crowd's growth until I tried to leave the stage. Almost immediately after the set, he went back upstairs and did not come back down. I always forget that the artist have somewhere to go, besides behind the merch table, at bigger venues.
Tuesday, September 20, 2016
BIG INTERVIEW ZINE
Sunday, September 4, 2016
Why The Fat Creeps Make A Good Team
September 4th Playlist/Fanatic Season 3 Finale Part 2!!
One Of Us - ABBA
Come On Eileen - Dexy's Midnight Runners
California Sun - The Ramones
Decptacon - Le Tigre
In Love - Fat Creeps
One Hundred Years - Erica Eso
Linda Wants To Be Alone - Gary Wilson
JJ's House - The Lemons
Olympic Village 6am - Belle and Sebastian
Horchata - Vampire Weekend
Jessica - Major Lazer ft. Ezra Koenig
If You Wanna - The Vaccines
Two Fingers - Jake Bugg
Long Hair - Drowners
Everlong - Foo Fighters
Now We Can See - The Thermals
Still Take You Home - Arctic Monkeys
Good Future - EMEFE
Here is a list of the best concerts/shows I saw this Summer (May-Sept. 2):
1. Last Shadow Puppets at House of Blues Boston
2. Fat Creeps at the Lilypad in Cambridge
3. Erica Eso at the Temple in Somerville
4. Peach Kelli Pop at the Middle East Up
5. Cloud Becomes Your Hand at the Record Company
6. Free Pizza at Mid East Up
Sunday, August 28, 2016
August 28th Playlist/Fanatic Season 3 Finale Part 1
Sunday, August 14, 2016
August 14th, 2016 Playlist
"Crying Lightning" by Arctic Monkeys
"Sweet Dreams, TN" by The Last Shadow Puppets
"First Of My Kind" by Miles Kane
"That's When I Reach For My Revolver" by Mission Of Burma
"Life Rips" by Mommy Long Legs
"Welcome To Paradise" by Green Day
"Pick You Up" by Hurry Up
"You're In Charge Of My Guitar" by Bugs and Rats
"Melting Spots" by Grape Room
"Little Bit" by Lykke Li
"Mary" by The Maccabees
"Sharpness Is A Game I Play" by daephne
"Cursing Down FDR" by Oberhofer
"Young Folks" by Peter, Bjorn, and John
"Take Your Mama" by Scissor Sisters
"Get Burned" by Sleeper Agent
"Grace Kelly" by Mika
Sunday, July 24, 2016
July 24th Playlist
"Rest In Fleas" - Cloud Becomes Your Hand
"Kids" - MGMT
"You Shred" - Ben Katzman's DeGreaser
"I Hold The Sound" - The Thermals
"King And All Of His Men" - Wolf Gang
"Disco" - Colleen Green
'Low" - Cracker
"My Number" - Foals
"Not In Love" - Crystal Castles feat. Robert Smith
"Sprawl II ( Mountains Beyond Mountains)" - Arcade Fire
"Miracle Mile" - Cold War Kids
"Money" - The Drums
"Anna" - Will Butler
"My Generation" - Green Day
"She's On Fire" - King Tuff
"Out Of My League" - Fitz and the Tantrums
Sunday, July 10, 2016
July 10th PLaylist
Sample Lives - Ryan Power
Buddy Holly - Weezer
Worry - Gracie
Ship To Wreck - Florence and The Machine
Sabotage - Beastie Boys
Thank God It's Not Christmas - The Sparks
Cold Lips - The Beets
Flip and Rewind ft. Rashida Jones - Boss Selection
Drifting In and Out - Porcelain Raft
Jealousy - Saralee
Flying Fast - Hands And Knees
Landslide - Fleetwood Mac
Standing Next To Me - The Last Shadow Puppets
Personality Crisis - New York Dolls *played less than 30 sec than realized I didn't like it
Everlong - Foo Fighters
Landslide - ACLU Benefit (Fleetwood Mac Cover)
Sunday, July 3, 2016
July 3rd Playlist
Jolene - Dolly Parton
Two Weeks - Grizzly Bear
Paranoid - Black Sabbath
I'm Waiting For The Man - The Velvet Underground
I Wanna Be Your Dog - The Stooges
I Wanna Be A Punk Rocker - T. Rexasy
Gangsters And Thugs - The Transplants
There Is Nothing Left (Tokimonsta Remix) - The Drums
Suzie Says (ft. Kassie Carlson) - Raw Thrills
Fell In Love With a Girl - The White Stripes
DARE - Gorillaz
Never Miss A Beat - Kaiser Chiefs
Rill Rill - Sleigh Bells
One Hundred Years - Erica Eso
Uber Everywhere - Madeintyo
One Of Us - ABBA
Sunday, June 26, 2016
June 26th Playlist
Awake - Ian
Modern Love - David Bowie
Slime Time Live - IAN
Why'd You Call Me - Colleen Green
Warm Heart of Africa - The Very Best ft. Ezra Koenig
Kids Can Tell - The Craters
R U Mine? - Arctic Monkeys
Mindreader - Peach Kelli Pop
Feeling This - iji
The Fall - Free Pizza
You Don't Own Me - Grace ft. G-Eazy
Fortune Fade - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Cooking Up Something Good - Mac Demarco
Sh Boom - Cry Baby Soundtrack
Everything Thermals - The Thermals
Shake Your Coconuts - Junior Senior
Sympathy For the Devil - The Rolling Stones
Buttons - Sia
Sleep Where I Fall - Chelsea Light Moving
I think my pick of the week was The Craters from Boston. But I also really love "Warm Heart of Africa" and "Shake Your Coconuts". Listen every Sunday on WOOL.FM.
Sunday, June 12, 2016
June 12th Playlist
June 12th:
Come On Eileen - Dexy's Midnight Runners
Tiny Hands - Forbidden Friends
It's Not A Game Young Lady - The Memories
Embody - Frankie Cosmos
Something There - Quilt
Dopamine - DIIV
I Could Be Wrong - Chromeo ft. Ezra Koenig
Temptation - New Order
Toxic - Britney Spears
Diamond Sea - Sonic Youth
Lydia - Chastity Belt
JJ's House - The Lemons
This Is What You Came Here For - Calvin Harris, Rihanna
11th Dimension - Julian Casblancas
Carina Botto - Tredici Bacci
One Of Us - ABBA
Monday, June 6, 2016
Fanatic Playlist June 5th
Tuesday, May 24, 2016
Fanatic Playlist May 15th And 22nd
Friday, May 13, 2016
Fanatic is back on the radio.
May 8th Playlist:
The Best Day - Thurston Moore
Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Cujo - Colleen Green
We're A Happy Family - The Ramones
Love Your Family - ACLU Benefit
Live at Hassle Fest - Cloud Becomes Your Hand
I'd Really Like To See You In The Cold - Bugs and Rats
Broken Necks - Eskimeaux Ooh Wee - Mark Ronson
Miracle Aligner - The Last Shadow Puppets
Another Girl, Another Planet - The Only Ones
Latino & Proud - DJ Raff
My Heart Went Cold - The Thermals
Linda Wants To Be Alone - Gary Wilson
Oh My God - Cults
Papaoutai - Stromae
Still Winonin' - Ben Katzman's DeGreaser
One Of Us - ABBA
*not in order because I can't remember
Monday, May 2, 2016
Noah of Request Freebird On Influences, Nerves, and Why Being Famous Is Horrifying
Photo by Cindy Fuentes |
Keeley Cormac: How long have you been writing and playing music?
Noah: 20 years. I started in 7th grade when I was 13. I stopped off and on. I didn’t start playing guitar till I was 17. So that’s like 15 years now of guitar songs and stuff. I played as my own name, I played in bands, and then I started ACLU Benefit in 2008. And then Request Freebird at the end of last year and that’s where we are today.
KC: How many projects are you involved in currently?
N: Well, there’s Request Freebird. The Best Thing Ever is playing what might be our final show in July at Jen Page’s wedding. Asperger’s Are Us is touring, that is my sketch comedy troupe. In theory, my band Style might play again, currently that band is on hiatus for the foreseeable future. I think we’re gonna play at Halloween. We’re going to do a combination Roy Orbison/Joy Division cover band called Jroy Divorbison. I’m excited for that. It’ll be Roy Orbison songs in the style of Joy Division. I think I came up with the name before I realized it would work musically.
KC: Do you have any really big musical influences?
N: Have you heard that song “Why Aren’t I Famous?”?
KC: Yeah.
N: That one mentions most of them at the beginning, all the people I played with. Steven Merritt was one I hadn’t played with when I wrote that, but I have since. He’s probably my biggest inspiration. This band Smoke from Atlanta that no one ever talks about is my favorite band ever, but they’re tough to hunt down.
KC: Do you ever get nervous about sharing really personal things (in your music)?
N: That’s a good question. I think when I was young I was very nervous performing or talking to people or doing anything. I guess the cliché of ‘fake it till you make it’ is true. What I interpret that to mean is not pretend to be confident, but force yourself to reveal more than you’re comfortable doing and see what happens. And usually the response was really positive, so it made me more confident with that stuff in the future. It made it a lot easier for me to just tell people things that typically no one would want to reveal to an audience or to a stranger, because it made it a better show. Sometimes I get nervous about performing. I don’t think there’s anything I would be too nervous to sing about or play a show about, that isn’t the issue. I get nervous about like ‘Maybe this will be a bad show or maybe it won’t sound good’ or something. But I don’t get nervous about what people might think of me revealing personal stuff, because everybody has vulnerabilities and they respect people who reveal them. So I made a conscious decision to do that more and it’s worked very very well. I think someone called out during my set just now, they didn’t yell out, but I was overhearing someone talking to someone else saying like “He’s really arrogant” or something. It was offensive to me because I don’t think that’s accurate. I think that it’s just that I’m not insecure which is different from being arrogant. I’m trying to motivate people on purpose, which might come off as me sounding like I know what to do, but really I’m just trying to get people to do the stuff that will make the show better. So when I’m yelling at them to sing better, it’s not like I know this is the best song in the world, that’s not what’s happening, it’s like ‘You need to sing, because it’s fun’ and that’s important, having fun. And I don’t tolerate people having a bad time.
KC: How has your perspective of being a musician changed throughout your life?
N: That’s a good question. That’s a hard question. The song I debuted tonight was partly about this. When I was young, I was really just performing in the sense of ‘How much can I own the crowd?’ or ‘How much can I get the audience to pay attention to me?’. It made me a lot better at performing. But as I got old, I think part of the perspective isn’t so much ‘How much can I own the crowd?’, but ‘What can I do that will be interesting for me and fun for me to do and be something that works?’ But it used to be something much more to the need of immediacy of paying attention and having no one talking. But now that’s less important than it once was. Also when I was young I was more antagonistic. When you get old you become less antagonistic and you get more about like ‘I wanna have a good time with people’ and this is why punk bands are young or just recycling stuff they wrote when they were young. So all my punk stuff is from when I was in my twenties, a little bit in my teens but mostly in my 20’s. But now looking back on it I’m like ‘I could not write that today’. It’s too mean. I wouldn’t do something like that. I want to be nicer to people. Which is a personality change, but it effects the art. In a way I think that’s bad. I think that good art comes from that immediacy that you need to say something that’s really important to you. It feels like it’s a problem you want to correct but I’m much less about that now and I’ve come to appreciate the good stuff about people and things that I encounter instead of worrying about flaws. Or if I don’t like it, I’ll just bail but I’m not thinking ‘These bands are terrible! They need something to wake them up and play better music’. I’m not thinking that way. I’m thinking that ‘If you wanna play terrible, bad music, that’s fine’, and people like it, that’s fine. I’m not mad about that stuff like I was at 16-25 probably, or later than that.
That’s all I have to say about that I guess. I used to want to be famous. That’s a big change. I don’t care anymore. I just care about like ‘I need a crowd and a place’ and it doesn’t have to be big and it doesn’t have to be a thing where I look at myself like ‘Wow, I succeeded!’ it just has to be an audience who’s listening. And that’s all I really want. So that’s changed. I used to be hungry for success, but that’s not how I approach it anymore. I’m totally fine as long as there are good crowds and I get to keep doing what I like.
KC: What shifted to make you not want to be famous?
N: Well, I think the thing that happened recently was that my comedy troupe’s movie sold to Netflix and while we were at SXSW, for the very first time I realized what it would be like to actually be famous. Which is you would get no privacy in public and that would be so terrible for me. And all the guys, autistic people especially can’t handle surprise interactions with strangers very well. It’s really terrifying to imagine being in that position of like ‘Oh, god. I’m gonna be harassed all the time.’ Like if I’m buying groceries, people are going to interrupt me. Like that will suck. So I don’t want that level of fame. The only thing I really wanted fame-wise, aside from all the stuff I’ve done already, is to be able to have a spontaneous press conference. Just like go outside and be like ‘I’m bored. I want to do an interview.’ And then just be like ‘Hey! I’m Tom Cruise. Come hang out with me or whatever.’ And then they’ll be like “Yeah, totally. Do an interview.” And then that would happen. And that would be really fun. I would enjoy that. But aside from that, I don’t care about the fame stuff anymore, because I can see how it’s damaging. I see why Mariah Carey and Dave Chapelle went kinda nuts. You don’t get privacy for like twenty years straight. Like that’s terrible and horrifying.
KC: How do you usually record and write your music?
N: I usually record most of my music on Audacity, which is just like one track on my computer, but it sounds terrible for the most part. Sometimes I’ll have someone else who’s good record stuff. Like Love & Fame was recorded by an actual professional producer when he was too young to need any money for it, and now it would cost way too much for me, even three years later. Writing, I usually just make it up. I’ll play something on guitar, have a hook in my head and play it and go and record myself just playing it and later write it down as it was. So it’s all improv and record the improv and maybe edit it a little bit. But the hook is usually where I start. The chorus is the thing that brings me into pop music so much, and that’s what I do usually. Sometime I’ll play guitar for a long long time and come up with something. “Country Suicide” is one that didn’t come easily at all. It was a bunch of work. It was just like ‘This seems like a throwaway.’, and it took a long time, but people really like that one, surprisingly. But the pop songs are the ones where it’s like ‘Oh, shit. This is gonna be good. This is a hit.’, and then I’ll record those. I get a lot of ideas walking around. I’ll just be like ‘Where’s my coat?’, I’ll say it out loud, then I’ll say *singing* ‘Where is my coat, where is my coat’ and I’ll pull out my phone and record that and see if it goes anywhere. And a lot of the time it doesn’t and it’s fucking stupid, but sometimes it’s good that way too.
KC: Do you have any particular songs or lyrics that you are the most proud of?
N: I’m really proud of “43 Cents” which is on the new record. That one I played the most out of anything in the last few years. Every band always likes their new stuff the most, even thought you can obviously point to stuff in their back catalog that’s better. Like I’m really proud of all the stuff I did between age 23 and 27, so like the stuff on The Bathroom Tour by The Best Thing Ever and Eskemo, the record I put out in 2010, that’s the best music I think that I’ll ever make. But the stuff I’m doing now feels more present and relevant to me so I love that. “RIP Lilly” is something that I’m really proud of, because I couldn’t play it for a long time because I couldn’t play it without balling. You can hear me on the record crying while I’m recording it and it wasn’t the first time I cried while recording it. And that is just the one that ended up, so that I’m proud of.
I’m ashamed of a lot of them. I’ve written probably about 200 songs, and about 150 of them are awful. Just like worthless, no one would enjoy them. If you write a lot some of them are bound to be good.
K: What do you have planned coming up?
N: Asperger’s Are Us is going on tour because our movie is coming out in September, so we’re trying to do a tour in July and August, assuming people know we’re gonna be on Netflix and book us and care enough to come. I’m worried that they won’t because the movie won’t be out yet. That sucks, but this is the only chance we have to tour. So that will be really fun. We’ll go around the country.
As far as my music stuff, I have a show May 18th at Middle East Upstairs with Rick and Chris from Pile, Rosie and the Rosies and Kevin from Math the Band. In June I have a show at Aviary. June 16th I’m playing Aviary with Gracious Calamity and Kateboard. Those should be fun things that people might go to. That might be the important stuff. And I’m playing Jen Page’s wedding with The Best Thing Ever, but no one’s invited, so be sure to write that down. People need to know.
I’m sad The Best Thing Ever might never play again after that, but marriage typically kills art for a whole lot of people, which sucks but that’s just how it works. Better than the alternative I think.
KC: Being alone?
N: Yeah, like I struggle with this a lot, because when you’re young you’re like ‘I would never settle down with someone if I couldn’t be the person I want to be.’ Then you look at people who are 50 and single just like ‘God, this person is suicidally sad. I don’t want to end up like them.’ That’s how a lot of people get married in their 30’s. It’s that same like ‘Oh, shit. I don’t want to be that guy.’ And honestly they’re right. That’s true. You don’t want to be that guy. I worked with that guy at the hardware store and one day he disappeared and never came back. I think he went to Alaska spontaneously to go be a fisherman. It seemed like a mess. He was always my big fear for what happens if I think like ‘It’ll be cool to be to be like a traveling homeless performer when I’m old.’ Like no, that sucks. That’s sad. No one will listen to you, just think you’re a loser. Ageism is real and we’re not gonna fix it. So accept it or end up like that guy.
KC: Are you from Boston?
N: No. I was born in Dayton, OH and I lived there till I was 8. And I moved to Atlanta. Lived there for 10 years, and then I moved to Boston. And then I moved to New York, and then I moved back to Boston because I couldn’t get a job in New York. Now I have the best job I could possibly have in Boston, so I’m pretty glad that worked out nicely. Boston’s a cool spot. I’m glad to live here. Sometimes I want to leave, just because I miss the sun or whatever, but now it’s summer so it’s okay.
KC: How do you feel about the Boston music scene?
N: It’s interesting, at one time it was a really great place where it felt like home and I would go to shows and see so many people I who I knew and who liked me. And then every couple years the scene changes because the college students leave, so if you don’t know the new crop of college students every few years you lose your fans. So now, for me I’ll play and then I’ll see some people I might know from shows and then it’s really for strangers. Maybe they see me once and come back or maybe they see me and they’re like “Ok, that’s it.” I wish that there were more stability in it, but that’s just inevitable. I think there are some good bands locally. Actually this (Bugs and Rats playing downstairs) is one of them. *runs away to watch Bugs and Rats*
Monday, March 21, 2016
Zine #5 Is Now Available
Monday, March 7, 2016
Formerly ACLU Benefit
Saturday, February 13, 2016
An Interview with Colleen Green
Massachusetts native and L.A. resident Colleen Green is an inspiration to many. Known for her punk-DIY drum machine and stoner-pop, Colleen has been releasing the most relatable albums since 2010, because her planet is your planet and we all feel the same things and wanna be left alone to watch TV sometimes. Colleen returned to Cambridge this past Monday, and I was lucky enough to talk to her for a few minutes after her energy-packed and people-packed show. She talked L.A., self-recording, and her parents’ influence.
Boston Hassle: Were you involved in any music scenes when you lived in Massachusetts?
Colleen Green: Yeah, I interned for Fork In Hand Records when I was in high school. They were an old label, with like Big D and the Kids Table, it was their label. So I kinda knew those guys. I guess, I don’t know. I guess we were friends with a lot of New Hampshire bands. There were a few bands from New Hampshire that my old band would play with.
BH: Was the Colleen Green music your first time using a drum machine and recording yourself?
CG: Yes it was. I had recorded myself in the past, but friends had helped me with it, so it wasn’t just totally on my own.
BH: How did you teach yourself?
CG: Just by trying it out and experimenting and seeing what sounded good and what didn’t. And just having a lot of spare time to do that shit.
BH: When you first started releasing and performing where did you get the courage to share all of your thoughts and feelings?
CG: Well, it was actually incredibly scary, but I kind of just forced myself to do it anyway because I figured if it was something I thought was really scary but I could do it anyway then that would take away the scariness about it.
BH: How different do you think your life would be if you hadn’t moved to L.A.?
CG: Hmmm, I think it would be completely different. I don’t know. I just feel like L.A. is just such a magical place, because when I moved there good stuff started happening to me. Yeah, I think it would be completely different.
BH: Did you start working with Hardly Art as soon as you moved to L.A.?
CG: Well, I moved to L.A. in, it was like in a little less than a year. Yeah, I moved to L.A. in December of 2008. And then then I was signed to Hardly Art in.. oh no, 2009. And I was signed to Hardly Art in September of 2010. So it took like ten months. But I had also started going on tour already at that time, so I was giving a lot of people my music.
BH: Are any overlying themes of your albums conscious or do they emerge naturally?
CG: Definitely conscious.
BH: Do you try to make concept albums?
CG: I don’t know. I love the idea of concept albums, and there are a lot of concept albums that I really like, but I don’t know if I could do it. It seems really hard.
BH: Like a Colleen Green rock opera.
CG: Yeah! I just don’t know what to talk about. Yeah, I guess you just have to have that inspiration to do something like that, but I don’t think I have it at this point.
BH: Why, now, did you decide to stop self-recording and move into a studio with other musicians?
CG: I just wanted to try it out. See what would happen. Do something different, you know. I don’t know, I think it’s always good to try new things, and it was something I’d never really done before. Yeah, I just wanted to try it out.
BH: Do you think you’ll ever go back to self-recording?
CG: Yeah! Definitely, I want to do that for my next album actually, but I’m not sure.
BH: Is there anyone who has really inspired or influenced you throughout your life?
CG: Probably my parents. Right? Because just generally speaking they kinda like influence your personality and what your life path is gonna be.
After the interview I asked her to take a picture with me and sign my poster. |
Thursday, February 11, 2016
G-Eazy
G Eazy is DIY. Even if he now has gone more corporate, his still in control of his career and everyone on his team. He is on a major label, but I cannot help but thing that he is still in charge and just got the major label to play into his plan. He knows exactly how his fans view him. He has a degree in music business and utilizes it well. His latest album, When It’s Dark Out, is the album that shows that he is where he wants to be. There are no more songs about the journey to the top or what it will be like when he makes it, that is what Must Be Nice was for. On this album he is showing how he got to where he is. Like on the track “Random”, he clearly states “I got it all, yeah I'm young, rich, and handsome. This shit is not random.” He formally introduced himself on his debut The Endless Summer, basically being like ‘Hey this is me. This is what I am going to be, a dapper young rapper who is going to sample the beach boys’. Then on Must Be Nice he laid down his goals and personal agenda. These Things Happen was his stretch into the mainstream. I feel like that album was more about try to garner the masses. Which worked, considering he also only been playing bigger venues and selling more albums since. I first saw him play the Middle East Upstairs, and now he just sold out that arena in Lowell. So many rappers say they are going to make it to the top, but when G Eazy said it in 2011, he was stating a fact. Because he knew it was all business and he had everything planned out. He didn’t rush anything. He focused on the fans in the beginning, by doing free meet and greets at all of his shows and executing every release with the professionalism of someone with a much bigger stature. Most importantly, his first four mixtapes were free downloads, which is definitely the best thing he could of done for himself, because it just makes it that much easier for people to get his music.
I think When It’s Dark out is much better than These Things Happen. When It’s Dark Out is more of a throwback to his earlier music. He even uses some of the same beats he used years earlier. He can do this because his longtime fans will love it, and his newer fans won’t know the difference. Like I said, this album shows that he is where he wants to be, but also tackles the feeling that maybe getting everything you want won’t make you as happy as you thought it would. The song “Sad Boy” is about just that: “Man stop acting like a bitch. Forgot you're all famous now and rich? Gerald what you so sad for?” He address himself using his really name (Gerald Earl Gillum).
In the video for “Me, Myself, and I”, there is a scene where G Eazy is talking with two other versions of himself, fighting and getting yelled at saying that he signed up for fame and should not complain at all. There are three G Eazys in this scene, a sad one, one that yells at him for being sad, and one that just wants to party. It makes me sad to think that G Eazy is unhappy considering his success and mad at himself for being unhappy, especially after watching him make the climb up the music latter for so many years. He knows that he thought he has already worked so hard, that he is really only at the very beginning of his career, and probably feels more pressure than ever. I always wondering if his newer fans will understand these songs as much, since they have not been along for the whole G Eazy journey. They can backtrack his releases and grasp some understanding, but how could they view the transformation. The new fans may get it, but will they really get it?