Thursday, November 17, 2016

I miss the shit out of curating playlist every week. But someone recently reminded me that 8tracks is a thing that I like. Below are the recent playlist I've made that I am proudest of, like so proud that I can't believe I could even but songs together so perfectly. 

11/14/16

Moby Dick by Gurr
Me And The Moon by The Drums 
Les Cactus by The Last Shadow Puppets 
Quand Tu Es La by Sylvie Vartan
Olive by Jack Hardy 
Crustaceans by Gracie 
Palo Alto by Devont Hynes
The Future by The Drums 
Oxford Comma by Vampire Weekend 
Snot by Alex G 
Walnuss by Gurr
Eitherway by The Generationals 
Smooth Ends by Santa Ana
Trains by Wampire

11/5/16 

Always Never Be by The Thermals 
Fool by Frankie Cosmos
Healthier Folk by Palehound 
Change by Alex G 
It's a Lonely, Lonely World by ACLU Benefit 
Green My Eyes by Colleen Green 
Paper Lanterns by Green Day 
Pour Your Own Milk by Sun Young 
I Really Like You by Carly Rae Jepsen
Slime Time Live by IAN SWEET 
All Skaters Go To Heaven by IAN SWEET 

10/20/16

Not Like Any Other Feeling by The Thermals 
Scattered by Green Day 
Taxi Drive by Colleen Green 
Sharpness Is The Game I Play by dæphne 
Jason Lee by All Girl Summer Fun Band
Awake by Pouty 
Maps by Yeah Yeah Yeahs 
After Ur Gone by Alex G 
I'm A Freak by Cassie Ramone 
Plastic! by Seth Bogart 
Mindreader by Peach Kelli Pop
She by Green Day 
Test Pattern by Green Day 

8tracks is the perfect release for a moody music snob. 

Sunday, October 9, 2016

Alex G at Paradise Rock Club

                              
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When I entered the Paradise Rock Club on Tuesday night I felt shocked by the emptiness of the venue. It was about 7:30 and it was less than a fourth filled. So naturally, I took my place directly in front of what I thought was Alex G’s mic, but unfortunately was not. I should have know that the mic with all the girls cluttered in front of it was going to his. It seemed like all the people that bothered to get there that early were only there for Alex G. The hardest core Built to Spill fans lined the stage, but the Alex G fans were right on their tails. Alex and his band filed down the stairs and serenely took the stage and wordlessly started playing. They played an almost 30 minute set of songs from Beach MusicDSUTrick, and other releases. As a newer Alex G fan, I was surprised by how many of the songs I knew considering his expansive catalog. I was afraid I wasn’t going to recognize anything. Out of the 60+ songs on his Bandcamp, there was about 3 I really wanted to see live (“Kute”“Mary”“Bug”), and he played all of them. His vocals are much harsher live and the music is sped up. He screamed and he sang and he yelled. The bassist danced and the other guitarist harmonized. Alex G swayed heavily, and his face showed a solemness I am only going to interpret as focus. His backing band looks like his friend group decided to pick up instruments for a night to support their buddy. Alex G’s music is perpetually coming of age. My soul couldn’t help but swoon whenever he made eye contact with me through his blanket of black bangs. His soft vocals and strange guitar patterns shed of the barrier of lo-fi recordings and feel more omnipresent live. He wordlessly got through the set and only gave his thank you’s and mumbled something about hating Built to Spill before the last song. By the end of his set, the Paradise was pretty much full. My gaze was so transfixed on Alex G the whole time, I didn’t notice the crowd's growth until I tried to leave the stage. Almost immediately after the set, he went back upstairs and did not come back down. I always forget that the artist have somewhere to go, besides behind the merch table, at bigger venues.

                                     






Tuesday, September 20, 2016

BIG INTERVIEW ZINE

This Summer I made a big ol'zine of pretty much every interview I have ever done. The only ones missing are my first two radio ones with Miles Arntzen and Josh Arnoudse, and the two most recent ones with Giving Up and Fat Creeps. This was a big project and I'm pretty proud of the content. If anyone wants one, let me know. It features Colleen Green, TWO interview with Hutch Harris, mem. Cloud Becomes Your Hand, Request Freebird, Free Pizza, Bong Wish, Gracie, and many more.

Sunday, September 4, 2016

Why The Fat Creeps Make A Good Team

This show was special. It was special to many people because they got see a reunion of a past favorite. It was special to me because I got to see one of my favorite bands that I had never seen before. I got to Boston at the same time Fat Creeps started to take a break, and got introduced to their music by being a fan of Mariam's band, Bong Wish, and Gracie's band, Gracie. This show was packed by 10:15, which is good, because it meant that Alaina Stamatis had a full house for her insane opening comedy ritual. The Lilypad was decorated almost like a prom, with nice lights, projections, a shiny fringe curtain behind them, and big hand-made Fat Creeps lettering out of tin foil and cardboard, made my Mariam, framing the stage. They played familiar hit after hit, with an even mix of songs from their 2012 EP and 2014 LP, and the two new songs they put up on their bandcamp in the wake of the shows announcement. To me, there is nothing more comforting than seeing a band you really like playing a set of songs you already know and love. It was one of those shows that reminds you why you love bands and why you love music and why you would want to go see bands play music. Mariam and Gracie were joined by Tommy Allen on drums for a majority of the show, but then pulled former drummer, Travis Hagan, out of the audience to see what he remembered in a very improvised encore.

Before the show, I got to interview Gracie Jackson and Mariam Saleh. They talked about their relationship, their roots, what it’s been like revisiting the Fat Creeps music, the future, and a Chinese food restaurant in Saugus. Read below.


Keeley: How did you guys meet?
Gracie: We meet at a Chinese restaurant.
Mariam: No!
G: Yeah we did! At Kowloon, in Saugus. It’s good. And then the rest is history.
M: That’s it, we met at a food place.
G: We officially were introduced at the Chinese restaurant.
M: That’s when we got to be friends, I would say.
G: Yeah, we didn’t officially hang out for like another year.
M: She danced at this Chinese food restaurant and I watched because I was really stoned, I remember that. She was boogieing on the dance floor, and I was like “cool.”
G: They have this boat.
M: If you look online you’ll see what it looks like, it’s crazy.
G: It’s a really nice restaurant.
K: Was you relationship initially musical?
M: Yeah. Definitely.
G: Yeah, I guess so.
M: I heard she wrote songs and played guitar, and I thought that was cool so we became friends. She has cool taste in music and she thought I had cool taste in music. We were exchanging mix CDs.
G: Oh yeah.
M: It was pretty much music like right away.
K: How have you changed as artist since Fat Creeps began?
G: I’ve gotten more into yacht rock and smooth music.
M: Smooth jams.
G: Yeah.
M: I feel like we’ve just progressed as musicians, our instruments and our songwriting, our taste. We’ve expanded our minds for music and everything. We’re introduced to new genres and whatever, and have explored those sort of things.
G: That’s a better answer than I had.
K: How do you approach working of Fat Creeps differently than working on Bong Wish or Gracie?
G: it’s better collaborating with someone.
M: That’s better much it.
G: It’s cool. Being on your own sucks. I mean, it’s cool, but it’s just so hard.
M: So basically, the different is we’re doing it alone rather than together. It can definitely be more difficult and lonely at times I feel like.
K: What do you like about collaborating with each other?
M: Everything!
G: Basically, we make a good team. We may not always seem eye to eye on things, but we work well together.
M: We always laugh at the end of the day.
K: What about the relationship works? What’s the dynamic?
M: Well, here we go.
G: You should ask out marriage counselor about that.
M: Basically, we’re just kind of complementing ourselves right now and it’s kind of hard.
G: So like, sometime you write a song, and your like ‘These lyrics are kinda lame. I like this line, but this one sucks.’ Or you write a song where it’s all words but you don’t like the guitar part that you write. And then when we get together we kinda say like ‘Oh yo, fuck that. I got a line for this.’ You know what I mean?
K: Yeah.
M: We help each other bring it home. Like say I’m not feeling great about a song, but I like the idea of it, she’ll help me smooth it out, as I will do the same with her.
K: Why did Fat Creeps go on hiatus?
M: Pretty much do our own projects for a little while.
K: Why did you decide to play again?
G: Because it’s sick.
M: It is so fun and we missed it.
K: What has it been like to revisit the old songs?
G: I missed the shit out of playing those songs.
M: It’s been super fun. I kinda forgot how much fun it was.
G: They are harder than I thought.
M: I know! Same here. I was like ‘Oh yeah, they’re gonna be so easy.’ But then when we played then, I was ‘Damn man, we rocked these out, like a lot.’ It’s been interesting, it’s been a learning experience after not doing it for two years.
K: How do you find the courage to share personal stuff in your music?
G: I wouldn’t say I’m courageous at like, I just couldn’t write a song that I make up. You know what I mean? It’s self-expression. You express yourself through your music, so whatever’s going on comes out.
M: True that.
K: What are some of your biggest inspirations and influences?
M: That’s all over the place. I feel like I’m constantly inspired by things. It’s not like one thing certain thing in general. It can be a mood, it can be a smell. It could be a song or a harmony. It’s all over the place for me. I get pretty inspired pretty easily. Especially living in New England, there’s so many different seasons and smells.
G: Yeah, me too.
K: Do you have any future plans for Fat Creeps?
M: Yeah, I feel like we always do.
G: You know, like toss ideas around.
M: There is always something in the works, but sometimes it takes a little bit longer.
K: Is there anything new or anything you want to do differently when doing Fat Creeps this time?
G: It’s so much more fun when you don’t have to be so serious about it.
M: That’s how I feel too.
G: We’ve both chilled out. We’ve gotten old. I’m like 26, I’m gonna die soon.
M: I think that. Before, we took it a little too seriously. Maybe got a little too ego driven. I feel like we’ve both mellowed out and centered ourselves a little bit more in the past two years, so now it’s just like easy to communicate.
K: What are the plans for Bong Wish and Gracie?
G: I’m moving to Wyoming.
M: What are you doing there Gracie?
G: I’m working. I’m a travel nurse. I moved out to California to do some music, and now I’m ready to go back to work for a little while. So maybe we’ll come out with a country album or something.
M: You got something going on right now. You’re in the works. You’re recording.
G: Yeah, yeah. I’ve been working on an album. Maybe it will come out later this year. It’s like yacht rock. It’ smooth.
K: What is yacht rock?
M: Like The Doobie Brothers. Do you know them?
K: I’ve heard the name.
G: You know, it’s like California makes you write smooth music, so I wrote some smooth music. So I’m gonna release an album of smooth music. And we’ll see.
K: What about Bong Wish?
M: I’m recording my album right now.

September 4th Playlist/Fanatic Season 3 Finale Part 2!!

Part two of the very last season on Fanatic! It's been so fun. I want to give a special thanks to Mark and everyone at WOOL. I hope to do it again next summer! I live bleeped a song better than I ever have this show. I played so many good songs this show!! People who don't listen are missing out because I curate these playlist so hard. They have a total flow.

One Of Us - ABBA
Come On Eileen - Dexy's Midnight Runners
California Sun - The Ramones
Decptacon - Le Tigre
In Love - Fat Creeps
One Hundred Years - Erica Eso
Linda Wants To Be Alone - Gary Wilson
JJ's House - The Lemons
Olympic Village 6am - Belle and Sebastian
Horchata - Vampire Weekend
Jessica - Major Lazer ft. Ezra Koenig
If You Wanna - The Vaccines
Two Fingers - Jake Bugg
Long Hair - Drowners
Everlong - Foo Fighters
Now We Can See - The Thermals
Still Take You Home - Arctic Monkeys
Good Future - EMEFE

Here is a list of the best concerts/shows I saw this Summer (May-Sept. 2):
1. Last Shadow Puppets at House of Blues Boston
2. Fat Creeps at the Lilypad in Cambridge
3. Erica Eso at the Temple in Somerville
4. Peach Kelli Pop at the Middle East Up
5. Cloud Becomes Your Hand at the Record Company
6. Free Pizza at Mid East Up

Sunday, August 28, 2016

August 28th Playlist/Fanatic Season 3 Finale Part 1

I'm a very special two part show where I am taking a moment to reflect on this summer and Fanatic as a whole during the end of season 3. Here is part one's playlist

Carby - Discovery ft. Ezra Koenig 
Tiny Hands - Forbidden Friends
Brite Boy - Alex G 
Alright - Supergrass
Let's Go Surfing - The Drums
What Do You Mean? - Justin Bieber 
This Is What You Came For - Calvin Harris ft. Rihanna 
Lean On - Major Lazer 
Calm Like You - The Last Shadow Puppets 
Shake Your Coconuts - Junior Senior 
You're So Cool - Colleen Green 
Kids Of the Future - Jonas Brother 
Daylight - Matt & Kim
Latino & Proud - DJ Raff 
Another Girl, Another Planet - The Only Ones 
Statue Of Liberty - XTC 
I Could Be Wrong - Chromeo ft. Ezra Koenig 
Modern Love - David Bowie 
Superstar - Sonic Youth 
It's Hard To Get Around The Wind - Alex Turner 

I only play music that I think is good and everything is very curated. 

Sunday, August 14, 2016

August 14th, 2016 Playlist

Long time, no radio. Jumping back in for the end of the summer.

"Crying Lightning" by Arctic Monkeys
"Sweet Dreams, TN" by The Last Shadow Puppets
"First Of My Kind" by Miles Kane
"That's When I Reach For My Revolver" by Mission Of Burma
"Life Rips" by Mommy Long Legs
"Welcome To Paradise" by Green Day
"Pick You Up" by Hurry Up
"You're In Charge Of My Guitar" by Bugs and Rats
"Melting Spots" by Grape Room
"Little Bit" by Lykke Li
"Mary" by The Maccabees
"Sharpness Is A Game I Play" by daephne
"Cursing Down FDR" by Oberhofer
"Young Folks" by Peter, Bjorn, and John
"Take Your Mama" by Scissor Sisters
"Get Burned" by Sleeper Agent
"Grace Kelly" by Mika

Sunday, July 24, 2016

July 24th Playlist

Here is today's playlist. I'm a little bummed, I brought a hole bunch of vinyl to play on air today, only to find that the station's needle is broken. But still played some good stuff. This week's pick: "Kids" by MGMT.

"Rest In Fleas" - Cloud Becomes Your Hand
"Kids" - MGMT
"You Shred" - Ben Katzman's DeGreaser
"I Hold The Sound" - The Thermals
"King And All Of His Men" - Wolf Gang
"Disco" - Colleen Green
'Low" - Cracker
"My Number" - Foals
"Not In Love" - Crystal Castles feat. Robert Smith
"Sprawl II ( Mountains Beyond Mountains)" - Arcade Fire
"Miracle Mile" - Cold War Kids
"Money" - The Drums
"Anna" - Will Butler
"My Generation" - Green Day
"She's On Fire" - King Tuff
"Out Of My League" - Fitz and the Tantrums

Sunday, July 10, 2016

July 10th PLaylist

Sunday - Sonic Youth
Sample Lives - Ryan Power
Buddy Holly - Weezer
Worry - Gracie
Ship To Wreck - Florence and The Machine
Sabotage - Beastie Boys
Thank God It's Not Christmas - The Sparks
Cold Lips - The Beets
Flip and Rewind ft. Rashida Jones - Boss Selection
Drifting In and Out - Porcelain Raft
Jealousy - Saralee
Flying Fast - Hands And Knees
Landslide - Fleetwood Mac
Standing Next To Me - The Last Shadow Puppets
Personality Crisis - New York Dolls *played less than 30 sec than realized I didn't like it
Everlong - Foo Fighters
Landslide - ACLU Benefit (Fleetwood Mac Cover)

Sunday, July 3, 2016

July 3rd Playlist

Fan The Flames - Sheer Mag
Jolene - Dolly Parton
Two Weeks - Grizzly Bear
Paranoid - Black Sabbath
I'm Waiting For The Man - The Velvet Underground
I Wanna Be Your Dog - The Stooges
I Wanna Be A Punk Rocker - T. Rexasy
Gangsters And Thugs - The Transplants
There Is Nothing Left (Tokimonsta Remix) - The Drums
Suzie Says (ft. Kassie Carlson) - Raw Thrills
Fell In Love With a Girl - The White Stripes
DARE - Gorillaz
Never Miss A Beat - Kaiser Chiefs
Rill Rill - Sleigh Bells
One Hundred Years - Erica Eso
Uber Everywhere - Madeintyo
One Of Us - ABBA

Sunday, June 26, 2016

June 26th Playlist

I'm Done - The Julie Ruin
Awake - Ian
Modern Love - David Bowie
Slime Time Live - IAN
Why'd You Call Me - Colleen Green
Warm Heart of Africa - The Very Best ft. Ezra Koenig
Kids Can Tell - The Craters
R U Mine? - Arctic Monkeys
Mindreader - Peach Kelli Pop
Feeling This - iji
The Fall - Free Pizza
You Don't Own Me - Grace ft. G-Eazy
Fortune Fade - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Cooking Up Something Good - Mac Demarco
Sh Boom - Cry Baby Soundtrack
Everything Thermals - The Thermals
Shake Your Coconuts - Junior Senior
Sympathy For the Devil - The Rolling Stones
Buttons - Sia
Sleep Where I Fall - Chelsea Light Moving

I think my pick of the week was The Craters from Boston. But I also really love "Warm Heart of Africa" and "Shake Your Coconuts". Listen every Sunday on WOOL.FM.

Sunday, June 12, 2016

June 12th Playlist

Hello, here is tonight's playlist. Very good episode. No show next week. On Ezra Koenig's radio show, Time Crisis, he said the word "Fanatic" and I totally want to record it and have it be the soundbite for the show. So hopefully next time the show is on air I will have that ready.

June 12th:
Come On Eileen - Dexy's Midnight Runners
Tiny Hands - Forbidden Friends
It's Not A Game Young Lady - The Memories
Embody - Frankie Cosmos
Something There - Quilt
Dopamine - DIIV
I Could Be Wrong - Chromeo ft. Ezra Koenig
Temptation - New Order
Toxic - Britney Spears
Diamond Sea - Sonic Youth
Lydia - Chastity Belt
JJ's House - The Lemons
This Is What You Came Here For - Calvin Harris, Rihanna
11th Dimension - Julian Casblancas
Carina Botto - Tredici Bacci
One Of Us - ABBA

Monday, June 6, 2016

Fanatic Playlist June 5th

Here's last nights playlist, WOOL was only online streaming but is back on FM! Tune in next week. This season I am trying to not play the same artist over and over. I've gotten through four shows only playing three artist more than once (The Thermals, Colleen Green, and Vampire Weekend all played twice). Hopefully I can keep this up. Listen in next week, same time. 

One Hundred Years - Erica Eso
Biblical - Biffy Clyro
She - The Monkees 
Love Will Tear Us Apart - Joy Division 
Big Machines - Bent Shapes
Me And The Moon - The Drums 
Acting Up ft. Devon Baldwin - G-Eazy
Rebel - The Crystals 
Lessons Learned - Matt & Kim 
Salutations - Fletcher C. Johnson
Dancing - Free Pizza
Needles And Pins - The Searchers 
The Reeling - Passion Pit 
Lonely World - The Vaccines 
11 O'Clock Friday Night - Hamilton Leithauser 
The Killing Moon - Echo And The Bunnymen 


Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Fanatic Playlist May 15th And 22nd

Hello, here are the playlist for the last two weeks of Fanatic. No show this week, but be sure to listen on Sunday's from 5-6 on WOOL FM!! And check out all of WOOL's other awesome programming! 

May 15th: 
Cannonball - The Breeders 
Song Of Love - Cassie Ramone 
J'ai Claque La Porte -Chromeo 
Screen Time - Peter J. Brant 
Suspicious Minds - Elvis Presley 
Between The Lines - Colleen Green 
1979 - Smashing Pumpkins 
M79 - Vampire Weekend 
Got MLK? - ACLU Benefit 
Long Long Time - Linda Ronstadt 
My Head Hurts - Wavves 
Dreams - Fleetwood Mac 
Lean On - Major Lazer 
Red - Sneaks 
Impregnable Question - The Dirty Projectors 
Thinking Of You - The Thermals 
100 Dollar Bill - Peach Kelli Pop 
One Of Us - ABBA 

May 22nd: 
FNT - Semisonic 
Wannabe - Spice Girls 
Kids - MGMT 
Statue Of Liberty - XTC 
Powerful - Major Lazer 
Nobody Asked Me (If I Was Okay) - Sky Ferrira 
Step To My Girl - Souls Of Mischief 
Step (Remix) - Vampire Weekend ft. Despot, Danny Brown 
You (Hahaha) - Charli XCX
End Of the World - Skeeter Davis
Eraser Stargazer Forever - Guerilla Toss 
Todo Termino - Juan Wauters 
Walk Away Renee - The Left Banke 
One Dance - Drake 
Fluorescent Adolescent - Arctic Monkeys 
Pure Pleasure - Drowners 

Friday, May 13, 2016

Fanatic is back on the radio.

Last week was the soft premier of season 3 of Fanatic. I'm going to be back on WOOL not DJ'ing, but curating a weekly hour of music from now until August. I'm really excited to be back at WOOL and to play a lot of new stuff and old stuff. It's still Sundays from 5-6pm and you can listen on wool.fm or on 91.5 FM in the Bellows Falls, VT area.
May 8th Playlist:

The Best Day - Thurston Moore
Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Cujo - Colleen Green 
We're A Happy Family - The Ramones
Love Your Family - ACLU Benefit
Live at Hassle Fest - Cloud Becomes Your Hand
I'd Really Like To See You In The Cold - Bugs and Rats
Broken Necks - Eskimeaux Ooh Wee - Mark Ronson 
Miracle Aligner - The Last Shadow Puppets
Another Girl, Another Planet - The Only Ones
Latino & Proud - DJ Raff
My Heart Went Cold - The Thermals
Linda Wants To Be Alone - Gary Wilson
Oh My God - Cults
Papaoutai - Stromae
Still Winonin' - Ben Katzman's DeGreaser
One Of Us - ABBA
 *not in order because I can't remember

Monday, May 2, 2016

Noah of Request Freebird On Influences, Nerves, and Why Being Famous Is Horrifying

Hello, below is an interview I conducted with Noah of Request Freebird a few weekends ago.
Photo by Cindy Fuentes 
Whether he was playing as ACLU Benefit or under the new moniker Request Freebird, Noah sings with a country drawl so real that nothing fake could be uttered by it. His songs about past loves and life turn everyday vulnerabilities into poetry. This weekend, donned in angel wings and a Morphsuit, Noah performed and sang along with the crowd at the Hassle’s own Wicked Mess. Following his set he talked to me about fame, ageism, and Boston music.

Keeley Cormac: How long have you been writing and playing music?

Noah: 20 years. I started in 7th grade when I was 13. I stopped off and on. I didn’t start playing guitar till I was 17. So that’s like 15 years now of guitar songs and stuff. I played as my own name, I played in bands, and then I started ACLU Benefit in 2008. And then Request Freebird at the end of last year and that’s where we are today.

KC: How many projects are you involved in currently?  

N: Well, there’s Request Freebird. The Best Thing Ever is playing what might be our final show in July at Jen Page’s wedding. Asperger’s Are Us is touring, that is my sketch comedy troupe. In theory, my band Style might play again, currently that band is on hiatus for the foreseeable future. I think we’re gonna play at Halloween. We’re going to do a combination Roy Orbison/Joy Division cover band called Jroy Divorbison. I’m excited for that. It’ll be Roy Orbison songs in the style of Joy Division. I think I came up with the name before I realized it would work musically.

KC: Do you have any really big musical influences?

N: Have you heard that song “Why Aren’t I Famous?”?

KC: Yeah.

N: That one mentions most of them at the beginning, all the people I played with. Steven Merritt was one I hadn’t played with when I wrote that, but I have since. He’s probably my biggest inspiration. This band Smoke from Atlanta that no one ever talks about is my favorite band ever, but they’re tough to hunt down.

KC: Do you ever get nervous about sharing really personal things (in your music)?

N: That’s a good question. I think when I was young I was very nervous performing or talking to people or doing anything. I guess the cliché of ‘fake it till you make it’ is true. What I interpret that to mean is not pretend to be confident, but force yourself to reveal more than you’re comfortable doing and see what happens. And usually the response was really positive, so it made me more confident with that stuff in the future. It made it a lot easier for me to just tell people things that typically no one would want to reveal to an audience or to a stranger, because it made it a better show. Sometimes I get nervous about performing. I don’t think there’s anything I would be too nervous to sing about or play a show about, that isn’t the issue. I get nervous about like ‘Maybe this will be a bad show or maybe it won’t sound good’ or something. But I don’t get nervous about what people might think of me revealing personal stuff, because everybody has vulnerabilities and they respect people who reveal them. So I made a conscious decision to do that more and it’s worked very very well. I think someone called out during my set just now, they didn’t yell out, but I was overhearing someone talking to someone else saying like “He’s really arrogant” or something. It was offensive to me because I don’t think that’s accurate. I think that it’s just that I’m not insecure which is different from being arrogant. I’m trying to motivate people on purpose, which might come off as me sounding like I know what to do, but really I’m just trying to get people to do the stuff that will make the show better. So when I’m yelling at them to sing better, it’s not like I know this is the best song in the world, that’s not what’s happening, it’s like ‘You need to sing, because it’s fun’ and that’s important, having fun. And I don’t tolerate people having a bad time.

KC: How has your perspective of being a musician changed throughout your life?

N: That’s a good question. That’s a hard question. The song I debuted tonight was partly about this. When I was young, I was really just performing in the sense of ‘How much can I own the crowd?’ or ‘How much can I get the audience to pay attention to me?’. It made me a lot better at performing. But as I got old, I think part of the perspective isn’t so much ‘How much can I own the crowd?’, but ‘What can I do that will be interesting for me and fun for me to do and be something that works?’ But it used to be something much more to the need of immediacy of paying attention and having no one talking. But now that’s less important than it once was. Also when I was young I was more antagonistic. When you get old you become less antagonistic and you get more about like ‘I wanna have a good time with people’ and this is why punk bands are young or just recycling stuff they wrote when they were young. So all my punk stuff is from when I was in my twenties, a little bit in my teens but mostly in my 20’s. But now looking back on it I’m like ‘I could not write that today’. It’s too mean. I wouldn’t do something like that. I want to be nicer to people. Which is a personality change, but it effects the art. In a way I think that’s bad. I think that good art comes from that immediacy that you need to say something that’s really important to you. It feels like it’s a problem you want to correct but I’m much less about that now and I’ve come to appreciate the good stuff about people and things that I encounter instead of worrying about flaws. Or if I don’t like it, I’ll just bail but I’m not thinking ‘These bands are terrible! They need something to wake them up and play better music’. I’m not thinking that way. I’m thinking that ‘If you wanna play terrible, bad music, that’s fine’, and people like it, that’s fine. I’m not mad about that stuff like I was at 16-25 probably, or later than that.

That’s all I have to say about that I guess. I used to want to be famous. That’s a big change. I don’t care anymore. I just care about like ‘I need a crowd and a place’ and it doesn’t have to be big and it doesn’t have to be a thing where I look at myself like ‘Wow, I succeeded!’ it just has to be an audience who’s listening. And that’s all I really want. So that’s changed. I used to be hungry for success, but that’s not how I approach it anymore. I’m totally fine as long as there are good crowds and I get to keep doing what I like.

KC: What shifted to make you not want to be famous?

N: Well, I think the thing that happened recently was that my comedy troupe’s movie sold to Netflix and while we were at SXSW, for the very first time I realized what it would be like to actually be famous. Which is you would get no privacy in public and that would be so terrible for me. And all the guys, autistic people especially can’t handle surprise interactions with strangers very well. It’s really terrifying to imagine being in that position of like ‘Oh, god. I’m gonna be harassed all the time.’ Like if I’m buying groceries, people are going to interrupt me. Like that will suck. So I don’t want that level of fame. The only thing I really wanted fame-wise, aside from all the stuff I’ve done already, is to be able to have a spontaneous press conference. Just like go outside and be like ‘I’m bored. I want to do an interview.’ And then just be like ‘Hey! I’m Tom Cruise. Come hang out with me or whatever.’ And then they’ll be like “Yeah, totally. Do an interview.” And then that would happen. And that would be really fun. I would enjoy that. But aside from that, I don’t care about the fame stuff anymore, because I can see how it’s damaging. I see why Mariah Carey and Dave Chapelle went kinda nuts. You don’t get privacy for like twenty years straight. Like that’s terrible and horrifying.

KC: How do you usually record and write your music?

N: I usually record most of my music on Audacity, which is just like one track on my computer, but it sounds terrible for the most part. Sometimes I’ll have someone else who’s good record stuff. Like Love & Fame was recorded by an actual professional producer when he was too young to need any money for it, and now it would cost way too much for me, even three years later. Writing, I usually just make it up. I’ll play something on guitar, have a hook in my head and play it and go and record myself just playing it and later write it down as it was. So it’s all improv and record the improv and maybe edit it a little bit. But the hook is usually where I start. The chorus is the thing that brings me into pop music so much, and that’s what I do usually. Sometime I’ll play guitar for a long long time and come up with something. “Country Suicide” is one that didn’t come easily at all. It was a bunch of work. It was just like ‘This seems like a throwaway.’, and it took a long time, but people really like that one, surprisingly. But the pop songs are the ones where it’s like ‘Oh, shit. This is gonna be good. This is a hit.’, and then I’ll record those. I get a lot of ideas walking around. I’ll just be like ‘Where’s my coat?’, I’ll say it out loud, then I’ll say *singing* ‘Where is my coat, where is my coat’ and I’ll pull out my phone and record that and see if it goes anywhere. And a lot of the time it doesn’t and it’s fucking stupid, but sometimes it’s good that way too.

KC: Do you have any particular songs or lyrics that you are the most proud of?  

N: I’m really proud of “43 Cents” which is on the new record. That one I played the most out of anything in the last few years. Every band always likes their new stuff the most, even thought you can obviously point to stuff in their back catalog that’s better. Like I’m really proud of all the stuff I did between age 23 and 27, so like the stuff on The Bathroom Tour by The Best Thing Ever and Eskemo, the record I put out in 2010, that’s the best music I think that I’ll ever make. But the stuff I’m doing now feels more present and relevant to me so I love that. “RIP Lilly” is something that I’m really proud of, because I couldn’t play it for a long time because I couldn’t play it without balling. You can hear me on the record crying while I’m recording it and it wasn’t the first time I cried while recording it. And that is just the one that ended up, so that I’m proud of.

I’m ashamed of a lot of them. I’ve written probably about 200 songs, and about 150 of them are awful. Just like worthless, no one would enjoy them. If you write a lot some of them are bound to be good.

K: What do you have planned coming up?

N: Asperger’s Are Us is going on tour because our movie is coming out in September, so we’re trying to do a tour in July and August, assuming people know we’re gonna be on Netflix and book us and care enough to come. I’m worried that they won’t because the movie won’t be out yet. That sucks, but this is the only chance we have to tour. So that will be really fun. We’ll go around the country.

As far as my music stuff, I have a show May 18th at Middle East Upstairs with Rick and Chris from Pile, Rosie and the Rosies and Kevin from Math the Band. In June I have a show at Aviary. June 16th I’m playing Aviary with Gracious Calamity and Kateboard. Those should be fun things that people might go to. That might be the important stuff. And I’m playing Jen Page’s wedding with The Best Thing Ever, but no one’s invited, so be sure to write that down. People need to know.
I’m sad The Best Thing Ever might never play again after that, but marriage typically kills art for a whole lot of people, which sucks but that’s just how it works. Better than the alternative I think.

KC: Being alone?

N: Yeah, like I struggle with this a lot, because when you’re young you’re like ‘I would never settle down with someone if I couldn’t be the person I want to be.’ Then you look at people who are 50 and single just like ‘God, this person is suicidally sad. I don’t want to end up like them.’ That’s how a lot of people get married in their 30’s. It’s that same like ‘Oh, shit. I don’t want to be that guy.’ And honestly they’re right. That’s true. You don’t want to be that guy. I worked with that guy at the hardware store and one day he disappeared and never came back. I think he went to Alaska spontaneously to go be a fisherman. It seemed like a mess. He was always my big fear for what happens if I think like ‘It’ll be cool to be to be like a traveling homeless performer when I’m old.’ Like no, that sucks. That’s sad. No one will listen to you, just think you’re a loser. Ageism is real and we’re not gonna fix it. So accept it or end up like that guy.

KC: Are you from Boston?

N: No. I was born in Dayton, OH and I lived there till I was 8. And I moved to Atlanta. Lived there for 10 years, and then I moved to Boston. And then I moved to New York, and then I moved back to Boston because I couldn’t get a job in New York. Now I have the best job I could possibly have in Boston, so I’m pretty glad that worked out nicely. Boston’s a cool spot. I’m glad to live here. Sometimes I want to leave, just because I miss the sun or whatever, but now it’s summer so it’s okay.

KC: How do you feel about the Boston music scene?

N: It’s interesting, at one time it was a really great place where it felt like home and I would go to shows and see so many people I who I knew and who liked me. And then every couple years the scene changes because the college students leave, so if you don’t know the new crop of college students every few years you lose your fans. So now, for me I’ll play and then I’ll see some people I might know from shows and then it’s really for strangers. Maybe they see me once and come back or maybe they see me and they’re like “Ok, that’s it.” I wish that there were more stability in it, but that’s just inevitable. I think there are some good bands locally. Actually this (Bugs and Rats playing downstairs) is one of them. *runs away to watch Bugs and Rats*

Monday, March 21, 2016

Zine #5 Is Now Available

My fifth zine is all done. It is my thickest one yet, almost 5x bigger than the others. I will slowly put the articles from it on here, but will leave some stuff zine exclusive. There are so many articles on my zines that I have never put online, so email if you ever want some physical copies of Fanatic. Amongst the topics featured in #5: G-Eazy, booking shows, Ben Katzman's DeGreaser, and Rostam leaving Vampire Weekend. 

My friend Sara and I tabled at the last Black Market, so you can sometimes find me at those. I'm also just around. 



Monday, March 7, 2016

Formerly ACLU Benefit


I have limited knowledge on ACLU Benefit. I know his real name is Noah and retired the name ACLU Benefit. He recently released an EP under his new name, Request Freebird, but I’ve been primarily listening to his 2013 album, Love & Fame. At the time of writing this I have not seen him live. He has a real freak vibe that people are drawn to. You can tell his songs mean a lot too many people. There has been a tribute show to him and on his bandcamp he has a full album of other artist covering his songs, featuring the likes of IAN and Frankie Cosmos. The music makes me want to have a very cleansing cry. To say his lyrics are beautiful would be an understatement. He knows how sad life is but has made a blissful peace with the sadness. I met someone who said that they just never got into music. I literally cannot comprehend that. Music is everything, ACLU Benefit is the type music that proves it. He has a country drawl so real that nothing fake could be uttered by it. His simple guitar makes the music feel like poetry. It is folk and it is simple. It makes me feel things I’ve never felt before by taking things I think and making them ache. I wonder if he is still playing ACLU songs live, but I guess if you have like 5 albums you probably don’t worry about re-playing songs. Sometimes melancholy music is what you need to get you through your melancholy days.
EDIT SINCE THIS WAS WRITTEN: I have since met Noah and seen Request Freebird and it was awesome. It sounds just like the recordings live and he stilled play all new and old ACLU Benefit songs. He was funny and cool and I almost cried during the set due to pure joy and the songs. I'd still really like to interview him sometime.

Saturday, February 13, 2016

An Interview with Colleen Green

Back in August, my favorite singer, Colleen Green, played the Middle East Upstairs. After the show we talked in a doorway across the street. It was a great experience and I feel like I could have asked her 5 million more questions. Here is the interview that I published on the Boston Hassle:

Massachusetts native and L.A. resident Colleen Green is an inspiration to many. Known for her punk-DIY drum machine and stoner-pop, Colleen has been releasing the most relatable albums since 2010, because her planet is your planet and we all feel the same things and wanna be left alone to watch TV sometimes. Colleen returned to Cambridge this past Monday, and I was lucky enough to talk to her for a few minutes after her energy-packed and people-packed show. She talked L.A., self-recording, and her parents’ influence.

Boston Hassle: Were you involved in any music scenes when you lived in Massachusetts?

Colleen Green: Yeah, I interned for Fork In Hand Records when I was in high school. They were an old label, with like Big D and the Kids Table, it was their label. So I kinda knew those guys. I guess, I don’t know. I guess we were friends with a lot of New Hampshire bands. There were a few bands from New Hampshire that my old band would play with.

BH: Was the Colleen Green music your first time using a drum machine and recording yourself?

CG: Yes it was. I had recorded myself in the past, but friends had helped me with it, so it wasn’t just totally on my own.

BH: How did you teach yourself?

CG: Just by trying it out and experimenting and seeing what sounded good and what didn’t. And just having a lot of spare time to do that shit.

BH: When you first started releasing and performing where did you get the courage to share all of your thoughts and feelings?

CG: Well, it was actually incredibly scary, but I kind of just forced myself to do it anyway because I figured if it was something I thought was really scary but I could do it anyway then that would take away the scariness about it.

BH: How different do you think your life would be if you hadn’t moved to L.A.?

CG: Hmmm, I think it would be completely different. I don’t know. I just feel like L.A. is just such a magical place, because when I moved there good stuff started happening to me. Yeah, I think it would be completely different.

BH: Did you start working with Hardly Art as soon as you moved to L.A.?

CG: Well, I moved to L.A. in, it was like in a little less than a year. Yeah, I moved to L.A. in December of 2008. And then then I was signed to Hardly Art in.. oh no, 2009. And I was signed to Hardly Art in September of 2010. So it took like ten months. But I had also started going on tour already at that time, so I was giving a lot of people my music.

BH: Are any overlying themes of your albums conscious or do they emerge naturally? 

CG: Definitely conscious.

BH: Do you try to make concept albums? 

CG: I don’t know. I love the idea of concept albums, and there are a lot of concept albums that I really like, but I don’t know if I could do it. It seems really hard.

BH: Like a Colleen Green rock opera.

CG: Yeah! I just don’t know what to talk about. Yeah, I guess you just have to have that inspiration to do something like that, but I don’t think I have it at this point.

BH: Why, now, did you decide to stop self-recording and move into a studio with other musicians? 

CG: I just wanted to try it out. See what would happen. Do something different, you know. I don’t know, I think it’s always good to try new things, and it was something I’d never really done before. Yeah, I just wanted to try it out.

BH: Do you think you’ll ever go back to self-recording? 

CG: Yeah! Definitely, I want to do that for my next album actually, but I’m not sure.

BH: Is there anyone who has really inspired or influenced you throughout your life? 

CG: Probably my parents. Right? Because just generally speaking they kinda like influence your personality and what your life path is gonna be.

After the interview I asked her to take a picture with me and sign my poster. 


Thursday, February 11, 2016

G-Eazy

The Rise & Marketing 
G Eazy is DIY. Even if he now has gone more corporate, his still in control of his career and everyone on his team. He is on a major label, but I cannot help but thing that he is still in charge and just got the major label to play into his plan. He knows exactly how his fans view him. He has a degree in music business and utilizes it well. His latest album, When It’s Dark Out, is the album that shows that he is where he wants to be. There are no more songs about the journey to the top or what it will be like when he makes it, that is what Must Be Nice was for. On this album he is showing how he got to where he is. Like on the track “Random”, he clearly states “I got it all, yeah I'm young, rich, and handsome. This shit is not random.” He formally introduced himself on his debut The Endless Summer, basically being like ‘Hey this is me. This is what I am going to be, a dapper young rapper who is going to sample the beach boys’. Then on Must Be Nice he laid down his goals and personal agenda. These Things Happen was his stretch into the mainstream. I feel like that album was more about try to garner the masses. Which worked, considering he also only been playing bigger venues and selling more albums since. I first saw him play the Middle East Upstairs, and now he just sold out that arena in Lowell. So many rappers say they are going to make it to the top, but when G Eazy said it in 2011, he was stating a fact. Because he knew it was all business and he had everything planned out. He didn’t rush anything. He focused on the fans in the beginning, by doing free meet and greets at all of his shows and executing every release with the professionalism of someone with a much bigger stature. Most importantly, his first four mixtapes were free downloads, which is definitely the best thing he could of done for himself, because it just makes it that much easier for people to get his music.

I think When It’s Dark out is much better than These Things Happen. When It’s Dark Out is more of a throwback to his earlier music. He even uses some of the same beats he used years earlier. He can do this because his longtime fans will love it, and his newer fans won’t know the difference. Like I said, this album shows that he is where he wants to be, but also tackles the feeling that maybe getting everything you want won’t make you as happy as you thought it would. The song “Sad Boy” is about just that: “Man stop acting like a bitch. Forgot you're all famous now and rich? Gerald what you so sad for?” He address himself using his really name (Gerald Earl Gillum).

In the video for “Me, Myself, and I”, there is a scene where G Eazy is talking with two other versions of himself, fighting and getting yelled at saying that he signed up for fame and should not complain at all. There are three G Eazys in this scene, a sad one, one that yells at him for being sad, and one that just wants to party. It makes me sad to think that G Eazy is unhappy considering his success and mad at himself for being unhappy, especially after watching him make the climb up the music latter for so many years. He knows that he thought he has already worked so hard, that he is really only at the very beginning of his career, and probably feels more pressure than ever. I always wondering if his newer fans will understand these songs as much, since they have not been along for the whole G Eazy journey. They can backtrack his releases and grasp some understanding, but how could they view the transformation. The new fans may get it, but will they really get it?

Monday, February 8, 2016

Thurston Moore: An Essay


I have very mixed feelings about Thurston Moore. On one hand, I have a deep admiration for him. He is the coolest. He’s published poetry. In interviews he is completely charming and cool and collected, kind of in a manner where he knows he’s being so. On the other hand he cheated on Kim Gordon (his ex-wife, and Sonic Youth member). I know I should not base my feeling on him around something that happened in his personal life, because it is none of my business, but it is so hard not to. Especially after reading her book, Girl in a Band, in which she gives very riveting details about the end of their marriage and the end of Sonic Youth. Basically, he cheated for a good period of time with a woman that Kim definitely never ever liked that he was working on some book project with. I feel guilty reading her book, because I loved reading all the dirt on him, in the same way people enjoy any type of gossip. Mostly on the nosey-ness hidden deep within us that we try to repress. In the end of the book Kim said that she feel sorry for him, but does not forgive him. I called Thurston an asshole in my last zine, which I kind of feel bad about, but also don't because that article was about Kim Gordon, and looking from her perspective he probably is.

Kim exposes so much of Thurston in the book it is almost hard to look at him after. She uses the word narcissistic and rock star showboating. And describes him as stubborn and non-confrontational.  And says he views his post-divorce life as being free. He is kind of the reason Sonic Youth broke up. There is never going to be a reunion tour. She talks about him hiding himself, and why she thought she knew his so well and could trust him. Maybe marriage introduces a sense of domesticity that can cause a loss of creativity. I can only imagine how devastating the news of Kim and Thurston's divorce must have been for those die hard Sonic Youth fans. They were so re-closed in Western Mass and were a solid institution for so long that the thought of them splitting probably never crossed the minds of most people.

He seems like a happy person. Why wouldn't he be? He's known worldwide as a guitar legend. He's make a living off art. He has good taste and he knows it. He has put a lot of thought in his rock and roll strategy. He knows his art and facts. I feel like he would know more about any topic than I would. Not in a condescending way, just in a way where he really enjoys art and wants to know everything about it and be able to let you all about it. Intense, wild loves music, not in just a playing sense, put a deep appreciation. Some musicians say they don't listen to music that much, but Thurston probably does. He's an avid record collector.

His solo music, especially his most recent album, The Best Day, is pretty good. It is defiantly is not as experimental, but it has the aura of a guitar great. At what point does someone who has spent so long trying to be experimental and different just kind of throw in the towel and make music that doesn't require as much of an active listener? When that band you were in for over 20 years is over? When you are recently divorced and have that post-divorce middle age reborn glow? When you have garnered enough respect amongst the whole musical world to last the rest of your life? Probably all the above. He has worked hard and feels he deserves to keep doing music and enjoy his life as a rock legend and have people pay attention to whatever he does. I feel like any form of art requires some sort of ego. Just the sheer fact that you would feel the need to share what you have to say or made with others must mean you think it is pretty good. I feel like Thurston Moore is an artist because he feels like others should hear what he has to say.



"Benediction" is my favorite song of Thurson's. It burns so bad that they lived so close to me for so long and I never cared, I only started caring about Sonic Youth in 2015. The video above is from a festival in New Hampshire, not far from where I'm from.